first of all I felt that Lord wants me to share about that message of HOPE with what I believe He prepared me before, I went to do my DTS in Berlin. So in this post, I will share with you how Lord prepared me with this message of HOPE.
One of the way I had learn, how God (higher power for you if you want) is speaking to me sometimes, is thru placeing my attention to some book or song or picture what i had recently seen somewhere while walking around in my life. So two days before I decided to go secular concert, where was playing pop-band what had been one of my favorite in past and is right now as singer of it believes God.
From that concert one song "Everything will be OK for tomorrow" from that Estonian pop band called 2 Quick Start came up in my spirit in the day when I left to my DTS - because I have done my homework concerning the YWAM DTS in general I had also lot of doubts already when I went there- and message of this song had carried me around thru this time after leaving the YWAM.
*On homseks kõik ok 2 Quick Start 2001.*
Istun üksi nurgalauas I am sitting alone at corner table.
Reedeõhtust märkamatult saab öö Friday evening is becoming night.
Läbiloetud leht mu laual there is read newspaper
Kell päeva algust laisalt lööb Clock passed slowly start of the day.
Pole rääkinud me kaua We have not talked long time
Tean, et kella kuuest sul lõpeb töö I know from 6 o`clock you are finishing your work
Tahaks välja pääseda auga I wishing to come out from it with glory.
Kuid samas ootaks kogu öö But in same I am willing to wait all night.
Reedeõhtust märkamatult saab öö Friday evening is becoming night.
Läbiloetud leht mu laual there is read newspaper
Kell päeva algust laisalt lööb Clock passed slowly start of the day.
Pole rääkinud me kaua We have not talked long time
Tean, et kella kuuest sul lõpeb töö I know from 6 o`clock you are finishing your work
Tahaks välja pääseda auga I wishing to come out from it with glory.
Kuid samas ootaks kogu öö But in same I am willing to wait all night.
REF: Pole kaua käinud ma siin Chorous: Have not been here long time ago
Me jälgi täis on see ruum this room is filled our spoors
Helisemas meeltes me viis in minds are echoing our song
On õhk veel kuum the air is still hot.
Me jälgi täis on see ruum this room is filled our spoors
Helisemas meeltes me viis in minds are echoing our song
On õhk veel kuum the air is still hot.
Ma tugevam võin olla ju endas I can be stronger in my own
Öö pimedus nii lõputuna näib darkness of night seems to be endless
Veel poripritsmeid lompides lendab Still splash of mud is flying.
Nii lonkides vihmgi üle jäi So walking around, rain finished
Öö pimedus nii lõputuna näib darkness of night seems to be endless
Veel poripritsmeid lompides lendab Still splash of mud is flying.
Nii lonkides vihmgi üle jäi So walking around, rain finished
Ma tugevam võin olla ju endas I can be stronger in my own
On uued reeglid, mängust lahku lõin there are new rules, I separted from the game.
Ma lähen tundeid trotsides endas I am leaving with defying feelings inside me
Ja loodan, on homseks kõik OK and hoping, for tomorrow everything will be ok .
On uued reeglid, mängust lahku lõin there are new rules, I separted from the game.
Ma lähen tundeid trotsides endas I am leaving with defying feelings inside me
Ja loodan, on homseks kõik OK and hoping, for tomorrow everything will be ok .
Sind ma ära tunnen kaugelt I know you away from far away
Kaunis joon, su nõtke samm ja su naer Your nice figure, gracile step and your laugh
Tuled, ruum siis kaotab mõõtmed when you come then room lost its boundaries
Ei mängi rolli koht ja aeg there is no role on time or place
Mis on saanud raudsest tahtest what had happened with my strong will?
Ootusärevus nii närve mul sööb anticipation is so eating my nerves
Elusuuruses ja nii ehtne life-size and so real
Su ainus pilk hingetuks mind teeb only look of your change me soulless.
Kaunis joon, su nõtke samm ja su naer Your nice figure, gracile step and your laugh
Tuled, ruum siis kaotab mõõtmed when you come then room lost its boundaries
Ei mängi rolli koht ja aeg there is no role on time or place
Mis on saanud raudsest tahtest what had happened with my strong will?
Ootusärevus nii närve mul sööb anticipation is so eating my nerves
Elusuuruses ja nii ehtne life-size and so real
Su ainus pilk hingetuks mind teeb only look of your change me soulless.
REF: Pole kaua käinud ma siin Have not been here long time ago
Me jälgi täis on see ruum this room is filled our spoors
Helisemas meeltes me viis in minds are echoing our song
On õhk veel kuum the air is still hot.
Ma tugevam võin olla ju endas darkness of night seems to be endless
Öö pimedus nii lõputuna näib darkness of night seems to be endless
Veel poripritsmeid lompides lendab Still splash of mud is flying.
Nii lonkides vihmgi üle jäi So walking around, rain finished
Öö pimedus nii lõputuna näib darkness of night seems to be endless
Veel poripritsmeid lompides lendab Still splash of mud is flying.
Nii lonkides vihmgi üle jäi So walking around, rain finished
Ma tugevam võin olla ju endas I can be stronger in my own
On uued reeglid, mängust lahku lõin there are new rules, I separted from the game.
Ma lähen tundeid trotsides endas I am leaving with defying feelings inside of me
Ja loodan, on homseks kõik OK and I hoping, for tomorrow everything will be ok .
On uued reeglid, mängust lahku lõin there are new rules, I separted from the game.
Ma lähen tundeid trotsides endas I am leaving with defying feelings inside of me
Ja loodan, on homseks kõik OK and I hoping, for tomorrow everything will be ok .
Because I believe that there is still HOPE for you - even after you had come thru some bad things related to YWAM and maybe do not know how to move on with your life after it.
